(CNN) Bebe Rexha 这个假期感觉不太好。
这位歌手在她经过验证的 TikTok 上分享了一段视频，并解释了原因。
“所以现在是假期，我知道我们都应该像快乐一样，'是的，这是假期'，雷克萨说她有点感觉，但也有点沮丧。
“我认为我是有史以来最重的，”她说。 “我刚刚称了体重，我觉得分担体重很不舒服，因为我觉得很尴尬。”
谈到自己的身体时，她似乎在流泪。
“我只是觉得恶心，你知道，就像在我自己的身体里一样，”雷克萨说。
这位“我、我和我”歌手过去曾发布过关于身体积极性的帖子，其中包括一段她在播放 2018 年 Nicki Minaj 歌曲“Good Form”时穿着内衣的视频。
但她现在说，对自己的身体形象感到沮丧导致她不再在社交媒体上发帖。
“我的皮肤感觉不舒服，当我感觉不舒服时，我不想发帖，”她说。 “老实说，这就是我在过去一年左右没有像以前那样发帖的原因。”
尽管如此，Rexha 最近仍然花时间鼓励其他每年这个时候可能正在苦苦挣扎的人。
她在一条推文中写道：“对于在这个假期感到沮丧的人来说，你明白了，你会熬过去的。” “送给你的爱。”
Bebe Rexha gives 'honest update' on her weight
(CNN)Bebe Rexha is not feeling great this holiday season.
The singer shared a video on her verified TikTok where she explained why.
"So it is the holidays and I know we're all supposed to be, like, merry and like, 'Yay, it's the holidays,' which Rexha said she has felt a little, but also a little down.
"I think I am the heaviest I have ever been," she said. "I weighed myself just now and I don't feel comfortable sharing the weight cause I feel embarrassed."
She appeared to tear up while talking about her body.
"I just feel disgusting, you know, like in my own body," Rexha said.
The "Me, Myself, & I" singer has posted about body positivity in the past, including a video of herself wearing lingerie while the 2018 Nicki Minaj song "Good Form" played.
But she now says feeling down about her body image has caused her to not post on social media as much.
"I don't feel good in my skin and when I don't feel good, I don't want to post," she said. "And that's really honestly the reason I haven't been posting in the last year or so as much as I used to."
Despite that, Rexha still took time recently to encourage others who may be struggling this time of year.
"To the person who is feeling down this holiday season, you got this and you will get through," she wrote in a tweet. "Sending you love."
